So apparently with the new year and it being “diet season” there are new studies out there rating the different diets and Whole30 has fallen at the bottom of the list and is being criticized saying, the only potential benefit is for short-term weight loss, not long-term weight maintenance, general health, or longevity. Well as someone that has tried about everything out there and lived my entire adult life and struggling with weight and body image I completely disagree! Whole30 changed my life a year and a half ago and here is how in one photo.
19-year-old Kathryn vs. 30-year-old Kathryn vs. 34-year-old Kathryn
At nineteen I constantly thought about everything that I consumed and restricted calories all the time. I ate insanely unbalanced. I didn’t even think about the effects of eating fast food. I was able to run, and when I did I only thought about the effect that it had on me in terms of calories lost. My idea of eating vegetables was either a salad smothered in ranch or cooked with bacon or sugar. I sustained mostly on chicken tenders and honey mustard. I binge drank without eating (or eating much) to get drunk faster. I only knew how to deal with anxiety by being drunk. I was the skinniest I have ever been in my life, but couldn’t see it at all. I had zero self-confidence, no sense of what was healthy and was happily medicating my depression vs dealing with it.
Skip to thirty (or actually anytime between the ages of 27-30 honestly). I had completely given up on any sense of living a healthy lifestyle. I emotionally shut down and just went through the motions. I would yoyo between trying to lose weight to not caring. I tried weight watchers a dozen times, new fad diet, shakes, bars, you name it. But I couldn’t get my mind off food. Same as at the age of 19, I constantly thought about what I was going to eat, but way less concerned about the calories just more about how it was going to make me feel (emotionally). I couldn’t run, or even walk for extended periods of time without feeling the effects of my asthma. Again I had zero self-confidence, I was not happy and probably depressed, but eating my feelings vs dealing with them. I was hiding behind food.
And then there is today, the 34-year-old version. I never would say that I am perfect or where I need to be by any means, but I also am aware of how much of a happier and healthier person I am. I enjoy working out. I enjoy it not because of the calories that I lose by doing so, but because of the way that it makes me feel and the strength that I have while doing it. I, for the most part, look at food as something that fuels my body and not as a way to deal with my emotions. I have self confidence that isn’t related to the alcohol I drink. Although I am not done working, I don’t have a goal weight or goal size anymore. I don’t want to look like that 19-year-old anymore. I have a much healthier and stronger picture of what my end game looks like and Whole30 helped me get here.
Drastic changes took place in my brain the first time I did Whole30, and I continue to change every time I come back to this lifestyle. Each time I return to Whole30 it gets easier and easier. Currently I am on day 10 and I haven’t even thought about anything because it comes so natural and easy to me. Some of the biggest changes, and non-scale victories include throwing my scale away and living life without weighing myself daily or twice daily. Clear skin, crazy energy and not having the sleep issues I used to have. Other NSV include knowing how food affects me. What sugar, beans, bread and other foods do to my body and by mood. Having the freedom to decide if I want to feel that way and eat the food or not. I can look in the mirror and be happy with what is looking back at me, and if I am not happy I know exactly what to do to make myself happy again in no time at all. I can run intervals, even if I hate them, without completely having my asthma taken over. I have learned that strong is so much healthier and skinny. I can shop at regular stores and feel good in the clothes I wear vs constantly criticizing what I see looking back in the mirror. I don’t feel like I need to hide being people in group pictures and I actually like photos of myself again! In addition to the way I feel I have successfully lost weight and kept it off and resolved some medical concerns that I was having.
So to all the Whole30 critics thanks for your opinion, but no thanks! I plan to continue to embrace the Whole30 lifestyle and live my life with food freedom! I am going to continue to strive for strong instead of skinny and continue to gain self-confidence! I want to thank Melissa Hartwig for all information, research, resources and support that you give. You have helped change my life and I am proud to say I’m with Whole30!